Enough and Exhausted
The local newspaper knew they made a mistake choosing me as a “Woman to Watch” the minute the photographer called me.
“Would you like to do the photo shoot at your office or your home?” she asked.
“Neither,” I replied. “The public doesn’t want to see that.”
It didn’t get any better a few days later when the reporter came to interview me. After talking for a few minutes about the details of my life and the church, he asked me, “Is there anything else? I mean, anything more you’ve done or accomplished?”
He wasn’t being rude. He just knew how much space he needed to fill in the column and “church planter, pastor, wife, mom to two young boys, and occasional half-marathon runner” wasn’t going to be…enough.
No wonder we’re all exhausted. Our culture has built a mentality of more, more, more that none of us can live up to, but sadly we’re all still trying. And while we never reach the elusive “enough,” that other “e” word follows us wherever we go…exhausted.
Tullian Tchividjian recently asked the question, “If God’s grace is inexhaustible, why are we so exhausted?”
The question stopped me in my tracks because the answer is so obvious. We’re exhausted because even though we talk about grace and sing about grace, very few of us believe that it’s real. We think we have something to prove and subconsciously we believe God cares more about our resume than our heart.
Today I want to remind me and I want to remind you that God loved you before you accomplished anything. Take a deep breath and know that He is enough.